Saturday, April 7, 2007

Sick & Tired of Being Alone..

(30th October 2006)

This is somethin i wrote 3 nights ago...wen i couldnt sleep...facin nights of serious insomnia....

As tha days pass by, im still alone

still a hyped teen livin in her parents' home

iv been hurt by many, but i hav learned

i hav also given many tha chance 2 burn

evrythin seems so confusin n dreams unattainable

tha chances that they might come tru 1 day are highly impossible

scared 2 love again, tremblin i stand

waitin 4 a man 2 ask 4 ma hand

iv seen a whole lotta messed up marriages n lives

heard of men marryin over their wives

terrified i am, yet this huge risk im ready 2 take

call me desperate, but its 1 long,impatient wait

some say im not fit 2 b a man's wyf yet

makes me wonder, how damn mean can ppl really get?!

they could b right, but i still think their approach is wrong

which is y i wont lsn 2 em nemore, even if they torture me lyf-long

but then i think, who'd want fish wen they could get PEARLS from tha sea?

who'd go 4 a plain jane wen they could get sum1 pretty?

wen i think of ne guy, i feel guilty 4 wantin him 2 b mine

cuz i kno there are amazin chicaz out there who'd actually b worth his tym

as tha day comes 2 an end, i feel even more low n lonely

cuz then i remember i hav a cold, empty bed waitin 4 me....

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