Thursday, October 28, 2010

Passion's Flame

Salam 3lykm

Not the first of its kind, but the first of its kind to be made public. =$

Your eyes, sweet pools of honey
Inquisitively searching my soul
Your touch has me feeling tingly
As you brush away my loose curls

No words have yet been spoken
Yet, your eyes betray your thoughts
Glances not exchanged, but stolen
You've got my stomach in knots

Jawline traced by callous fingertips
Setting my cheekbones on fire
Cupping my chin, lowering your lips
Eyes now smoldering with desire

Your lips brush gently against mine
Exploring virgin territory with your tongue
Your fragrance...intoxicatingly divine
Heightening my senses as it fills my lungs

Your hands slowly slide down to my waist
Bringing our bodies closer together
Trailing open-mouth kisses, savoring your taste
Resisting your attempts to make me surrender

Driven by lust and breathlessly aroused
Hard masculinity pressed against soft womanly curves
The ignited flame of passion never doused
'Til moments of marital intimacy..merely 'Preserved'.

For this one, comments are prohibited!x$ No matter how 'irresistible' the anonymous comments feature seems..resist the urge!

Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Broken Glass

Salam 3lykm

New poem - written now in an attempt to calm myself down...

As I remove shards of glass, smashed in despair
I feel like hurting you in every possible way
The only time we're at peace is when you're not here
The mere thought of your arrival brings us dismay

As I see you working effortlessly on breaking her down
Spitting hurtful words out, as hatred burns in your eyes
In her thoughts of helplessness she will let herself drown
While you shut off everything, close her out of her room..

I don't wonder why specks of crimson appear on the glass
Just like I don't wonder what could have you so wired
I know for a fact you weren't any better in the past
Intimidated by all, hated by most..but never..

For every second she felt powerless against your cruelty
For every second she contemplated causing herself harm
For times you humiliated anyone of us - mocked us publicly
Regardless of where your family goes, people are left awestruck -

وَإِذۡ تَأَذَّنَ رَبُّكُمۡ لَٮِٕن شَڪَرۡتُمۡ لَأَزِيدَنَّكُمۡ‌ۖ وَلَٮِٕن ڪَفَرۡتُمۡ إِنَّ عَذَابِى لَشَدِيدٌ۬

Al7mdlla it worked - اللهم لك الحمد كمــا ينبغــي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطــانك

Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Vote 'Bleez' ;P

Salam 3lykm

First, I would like to thank all the sweethearts that voted on 'The Makeover' poll; really glad that you all like it!=D Now, I have another decision to make, and I'm leaving it solely to you guys. I was going through the blog, and noticed I have quite a few posts dedicated to my currently-unknown, M.I.A, significant other..AKA My Better Half => Bu 3eesa AKA Bu 3awas.<3

The question is: should I make a separate label, 'Bu 3awas'?

The poll awaits your attention, Laydeez &..(if any:P) Gentlemen!=D

Mashkoooooooreeeeeeen, ma ga99rtow <= I lies. Still mad at y'all for the lack of feedback. xP Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh =D

Monday, October 11, 2010

Bitter Love

Salam 3lykm

Another poem I just wrote now; I'll keep the 'senseless jabber' to a minimum. Here you go; it's titled, 'Bitter Love'. It's about a girl who's seen everything there is to see about 'love', been hurt badly, and can only see it as something that will cause her more pain. Sound familiar?;)

I don't believe a word you say
Even though it's just a start
I know you'll walk out some day
Leaving me to nurse a broken heart

Your sweet-talk's sounding familiar
Discrediting you for lacking originality
You called my 'admirer' a failure
It looks like you're blind to reality

Right now you throw around promises
'Someday' I'll be the 'mother of your child'
I don't need to do an 'in-depth analysis'
To know all you want to do is 'get wild'

Don't play the 'marriage card', brother
It's the 'oldest trick in the book'
It doesn't take you long to find another
And let the first one 'off-the-hook'

I might have bitten into the bait once before
But I'm not foolish enough to do it again
So, all your sweet-talk I will choose to ignore
A reminder of my heartache and pain

Comments? You know what to do. I know you won't do it. :P

Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh

Saturday, October 9, 2010


Salam 3lykm

I'm back..with a new poem!;) I wrote it on the 3rd of October, but it's 'revealing' most of my posts usually are. :P I won't say, 'I haven't been down this lane', because I have. I've been down this lane, and I've suffered, yet..'what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger', right?;) And yeah, let's just say...if I hadn't gone to the 'dark' side, I wouldn't have been the person I am today. And I mean that in a positive way. =.= ;P

It's very simple; no 'wow' factor here...but I liked it. For personal reasons I shan't disclose. :P I leave you with 'Rebound'..and this time, I'll let you Smarties figure out the connection between the title and the poem. *Easy one!;P*

I was trying to get away
Looking for a fresh start
It hadn't even been a day
You'd taken over my heart

It wasn't meant to happen
It had only been a little while
I could see a familiar pattern
But I was clearly in denial

Feeling so confused
'Should I walk away or not?
Should I foresee being abused?
Or should I give it all I've got?'

This road has a dead-end
Good things never last
I'm trying not to comprehend
I'm trying to let go of my past

It's so wrong, yet so right
I can't control how I feel
"Out of mind, out of sight"
Would've made the scenario ideal

I'm willing
to take a chance again
I'm willing to be left heart-broken
I'm willing to tolerate all that pain
...And you're the one I've chosen

I know what you guys are thinkin'..NO. Stop thinking. x'D I'm not willing to do any of the following. I'm madly in love with a figment of my imagination, ever since I was 16.
Bu 3awas.<3

Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh ;)

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Happiness - The Beginning

Salam 3lykm

Here's a happy post - it's a promise myself a better life, and a fresh start. This post is dedicated to all those who have helped instill hope and happiness back into my lives - Rabbi ys3dkm dnya w a5irah, w yjzeekm Jannatl Firdous el23la; Ameen.

This is not in any specific order; you're all equally special!xD On this blog, though..this post goes out to 'Anonymous' - how's this for the first post out of the '100' that will fill up 'Cloud9' Inshalla?;P

From the Lovely Tweeps that have brightened up my timeline with their inspirational tweets..and life, and will Inshalla continue to do so: Kojak_DxB, 3oshaa, FearlessinDubai, MyHeartTweets, madeinuae1, JihanB, hamna_, BooMayed, and all of my followers..xD *I just remembered, I need to spare my fingers today; tomorrow, the #ff's will all be personalized, Inshalla. ;D*

The one VERY special person that deserves a shout-out..stood by me when things went from good, to bad, to ugly, to WORSE...all these years: 'Big Moe' AKA 'Justice'.

This is one helluva special group comin' up ;') ..'Banaat 3zeez Ur R7maan, & all my teachers who passed down a part of Meerath el Anbiya2 to me.. I'm forever indebted to them. And my 'classmates' of course!

And most importantly, cuz 'Blood is thicker than water'...MOMMIE, the best brother anyone could ever have..Ebz...& the best 'big sister' in the whole wide world...Sidzo. <3

It's all you lovelies in my life that have made my life worthwhile. Rabbi yjma3na f Jannatl Firdous; Ameen!<3

For those people whose names I've forgotten to mention, I love you too! I've just got the memory of a goldfish. =(

Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh <3

*Edited* The BIGGEST proof I've got the memory of a goldfish: I got TWO tweeps' nicks WRONG!x'D Sorry @3oshaa & @Kojak_DxB!(a)

Friday, October 1, 2010

Reminiscent 'Adult'

Salam 3lykm

I was thinking about the fun I used to have as a kid; ended up writing something very small. It's nothing really..just hating growing old. =( Soon, I'll be 22. *sobs*

Anyway, here you go:

I want to roller-blade and cycle again
Fall down on gravel and bust my knees
Sit on the ground, laugh and wince in pain
Get back up shakily on my feet...
...I want to be a kid again. ='(

Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh