Sunday, May 30, 2010

Spell-Bound

Salam 3lykm

Wrote half of this last night, and continued it today..requesting you all to pray for my exams, and for contentment with whatever Allah has Decreed for me..

Tears stream freely down her face
Hating those who broke her family
Her home is now a foreign place
Rid of all peace & tranquility

Her head throbs as she hears them fight
Its hard to believe its been 30 long years
Words full of bitter hatred & spite
Surpass her trembling fingers to poison her ears

She wants to be a child again
She hates being able to understand
She wants it all to be foreign
Tagging on between them whilst clutching their hands

She wants them to joke around again
Welcome each other with warming smiles
...For how long will this hatred reign?
Will they forever be crippled by this acidic lifestyle?

'Where are the criminals who have cast this spell?'
'Why have they snatched happiness from our hands?'
She knows the answers to both all too well
But the question that now lingers on her mind is...

How much more of this inhumanity can she withstand?

Wes Salam 3lykm w Ra7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh

Thursday, May 27, 2010

FREEDOM!

Salam 3lykm

Today, I walked outta the doors of ADU for the very last time..free, at last! Yes..I've FINALLY graduated. What's even better is..Al7mdlla I aced today's exam..but I'm not too sure about the 'perfect GPA' of 4; however, that doesn't mean I've lost all hope. ;)

This chapter of my life has come to an end; is another chapter about to begin soon? Dunno walla..not that I know of!

Final exams in July..heading to Lahore, and then a well-deserved break in KSA..with absolutely NO thoughts about STUDIES to ruin even a mere second for me. I don't think I've had a proper vacation since grade 11..so REALLY looking forward to this disconnection from the world..<3

Take care, non-existent Readers..

Wes Salam 3lykm w R7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Shoved...Into Life's 'Fast Lane'! *Update*

Salam 3lykm

First off, a shout-out to my 'Loyal Readers' - whether you still read this or not - without you, this place wouldn't exist. (I would've probably stopped blogging a month or two after I started, lol.) This also includes the 'silent readers' - you know who you are! (I WOULD like to know who you are, but then again...thank you for stickin' around!=D)

I didn't realize it, but this blog is officially 3 years old..April 7th, 2007 - 16th May, 2010. I didn't think I'd keep blogging, really. I didn't know that one fine day, I'd have written over 50 poems. Through this blog, I met many different people, and learned countless lessons in life...some of which were really 'bitter', but قدر الله ما شاء فعل ...I don't regret any of them, and as I always say..if I had the chance to go back and change anything in my life..I wouldn't change a single thing.

Wow..time flies...in 10 days, by this time...I'll be walking outta university for the last time...and that feels REALLY weird. It's not like I won't have anything to do..bl 3x, I have SO MANY plans...I'm worried I won't be able to do most of them, in case..well...I get married. *My lips are sealed 'til it happens, so no questions on this one. ;)*

And...in exactly 2 months..I'll be flying back from Lahore, Inshalla...after my FINALS. This time, I'm not really freaked out or depressed about going; I guess it's because we'll be staying with family, Inshalla..memorable experience, walla. Here's hopin' their wild neighbors don't have any of their deafening parties this time!>.< style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> fast lane! Oh..judging from the poll's votes on the whole 'blog makeover', standby for a 'new look'...should be changed by August, but like I said...I've been pushed into life's fast lane...which means a LOT to do, but in very LITTLE time!

A sister was reminding me that this year is my 'golden year'. Whatever that means, lol..apparently, since I'm turning 22, and my birthday is on the 22nd..it's my 'golden' year. :P It's only going to be golden if I'm spending it with my significant other. *shrugs* ;P

Aiight, so much for an 'update', eh?xD I better get back to studying; aiming for a 'perfect' GPA of 4...to successfully end this chapter of life...and hopefully begin a new one. <3

Take care, and remember me in your prayers..

Wes Salam 3lykm w Ra7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh