Paralysis

(Beginning of 2006)

This is jus sumthn i wrote long tym ago...ma first attempt on 'poetry'...comin outta 'rap songs filled wit profanity' phase..i started writin feelings...
ma first song/rhyme...wateva u want 2 call it wuz written in gr 10...believe it or not...physics lessons were tha tym wen words would flow endlessly...xD i guess thats cuz i needed an escape...well neway...

tha world's a blur...between all these damn tears
im lookin 4 an escape...from all of ma fears...
memories keep on tauntin endlessly...
i feel lyk im losin grip on ma sanity...
is there an end 2 all this hurt n pain?
i feel lyk i hav nothin left 2 gain...
i thought it would all b over...history...
but now its all comin back...hauntin me...
i cant run newhere....nor can i hide...
i feel lyk iv been paralyzed...

i stopped writin aftr i moved out of 'tha rebellious teenager' phase...