Monday, October 6, 2008

Unstable..Damaged BEYOND Repair

Salam 3lykm

Readers, please dont go on judging me by my words...I have enough problems to deal with..

I'm sittin' here, tears streamin' endlessly down my face, starin' at my wrists and wonderin'...what do I have to live for? Veins lookin' very prominent..only problem is..my blades have been confiscated..

Til' when am I going to be tormented by memories of what happened?

3 comments:

Unknown said...

:( now come on.. no 1 judges u..
this is your own personal webspace..

so all u need is a lil faith in ur self n Allah SWT tht whtever happns.. happns for reason tht we are unable to comprehend.. cuz our teeny meeny minds are not designd for tht kinda complexities

so chill out..
cuz for anythign to bcome better .. ti has to bcome worse first..

The Extravagate said...

It’s been a month since u posted this ,, I hope everything is goin well
And no one can judge u coz I have the feeling that everyone started a blog here have all this baggage they carry from past or their actually goin throu a rough patch ,, don’t be so hard on ur self if this is the way where u can express how u feel and makes u feel better then soo be it ..it's ur page u choose the words u want and let it all out =))

Anonymous said...

CJ: how many times have i told you..i don't like it when you talk sense??? -.- :p

notorious: noticed we have a few things in common: nail biters :P and your blog was a 'dirty lil secret' too..for a while!

it's been a couple of years now, i think i'm nearin' 3? so a month really doesn't make much of a difference! but yeah, inshalla I'll survive..i get my 'days' of severe depression now & again..otherwise i do a near-to-perfect job of hidin' my insanity :p