Monday, February 18, 2008

Psychotic?

Salam 3alykm

I've been through insomnia, anorexia, paranoia, 3 suicide attempts, & a lot more...in a very small period of time. If there's anything that's as clear as crystal, I don't think I'm normal anymore. I DON'T need any more scarring; the ones I have are STILL RAW. I'm an emotional wreck as it is..I don't need people to toy around with my emotions anymore. If you can't stand the fact I exist & I'm alive, do the world a favor & kill me. If you can't, then stop toying around with my emotions & leave me the hell alone.

This is directed to EVERYONE in general; one of these days...I'm seriously going to have a nervous breakdown, & I don't think I can keep playing the role of a 'survivor' any longer.

11 comments:

Muneeb Saeed said...

I don't think I can keep playing the role of a 'survivor' any longer.

I hope u dont have 2 for pulling me away from [i dont understnd the first 2terms] paranoia and my 3rd attempt
but mine were 2 years apart

really hope u r btter now ;D

Anonymous said...

Insomnia: inability to sleep
Anorexia: eating disorder; the person's NOT fat, but they THINK they are, starve themselves, compulsively work out, etc etc

I think I'm gettin' worse...but..I've promised myself for my Mom's sake...no more suicide attempts...

Once again, thanks for the kind words..I needed them...^_^

Muneeb Saeed said...

oh is there something as an inverse of anorexia? like eating too much cuz they thnk they are too thin n not getting fat et all?
PS: dont read these.. LOL n good luck for ur midterm 2morrow

Anonymous said...

I don't know..what do I look like? An encyclopedia? -.- :p

Too bad, already read 'em...& thanx..midterm went well al7amdulilah ^_^

Muneeb Saeed said...

well u did do ur Bio exam w/out studying rite ? ;p

Anonymous said...

that was IGCSE's! Anyone can do well in those even if they don't study for 'em!
Besides, whatever scientific knowledge I do have, comes from reading articles...not my A Level Biology/Chem textbooks :p

Trust me, kiddo...I ain't no genius! -.-

Muneeb Saeed said...

LMAO.. :D
OH! I wish I had filmed a girl crying w/ real tears cuz she got an A in both Bio's.
she wasnt anyone

Anonymous said...

*sigh*

kid...stop SPAMMIN' my 'comments' area! LOL! it's only meant for stuff RELATED to the post! -.-

8 comments, but turns out they're just a conversation -.- LOL

Muneeb Saeed said...

well each comment put ur blog a little closer to the top..

Anonymous said...

closer to the top..where? -.-

Muneeb Saeed said...

on the blog index
posts : comments
thats ratio btw