Friday, March 5, 2010

W.O.W: 'Waayy OverWhelmed'

Salam 3lykm

Sh7alkm?=) La, this isn't a poem or a lecture..neither is it a story, etc..it's one of those random posts about my not-so-exciting life. ;P On the contrary. I'm a few months away from a double graduation, w lillah el7md. Overwhelmed.

I've survived 21 yrs of my life, lol...major achievement! It's 2010 and this blog still lives; evidence to the tumultuous few years I've had. Right now, I'm happy..w lillah el7md. Yes, I come over these crazy bouts of depression when marriage comes to mind..lol..but I'm sure Bu 3eesa is worth the wait. And all the pain. <3

Speaking of which, I still have not got used to قال أبو عيسى in Tirmidhi classes, m3ena my last year is coming to an end. :') Last academic year. Of course, once a 6alib(at) al 3elm, always a 6alib(at) al 3elm! The feeling is unexplainable; I never thought I'd see this year, walla...'double graduation' :') هذا من فضل ربي

I realize I've hurt a lot of people during my 'healing' period; I'm sorry...I know mere words do little to the scars I've inflicted upon you, but I was a lost soul myself..To all those I've hurt intentionally or unintentionally..please forgive me..

I came to this with pages and pages of despair and pain, but I leave this with a smile of content upon my face, and maybe a stray tear or two. To all those who inflicted pain upon me: I thank you for all the valuable lessons you taught me through that pain. No, I'm not crazy...I mean it.

And to a person who stood by me for a long time through the toughest years of my life...the one who always said: 'what doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger'...I owe you big time. I still question why things went the way they did, but I guess I can be overwhelming at times. If you're reading this, Thank You..and this comes from the depth of my heart, mind you. ;')

Wow, as I write...the smile spreads upon my face; it's turning into a grin now..;D Walla writing is amazingly therapeutic. To all my 'Silent Readers': thank you for enlightening my page with your mysterious presence. ;) I give up on trying to get you to leave your fingerprints behind; next thing I'ma do is destroy all the damn 'glove factories' in the world!;P

And last but not least, Stalkers: stop prowling about, trying to pounce on me like a lion would pounce on its dinner, please. I'm guessing most of you know my email address, so just drop me a line of hatred, instead. Free yourselves from the captivity you're restricted by; live your life, and make the most of it...'cuz you only get this, ONE chance. Don't 'break' it...MAKE it. =)

I bid you all farewell, 'til next time <3

Wes Salam 3lykm w Ra7matullahi T3ala w Barakateh

1 comment:

maakhi said...

:) you should read dostoevsky and tolstoy.. the idea of pain and suffering and it bringing about a spiritual rejuvenation is very central to Russian literature.. loved reading your article.. love u miss magoo.always.. muahh